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I had a pretty good weekend – read some books, worked on my costume, played some games, watched a movie. Last night I decided to end on a good note and put myself to bed early (8:45) so I’d be rested and ready for the week. <\/p>\n

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At midnight, my room-mate woke me up – needing to talk. A few months ago, a friend of his was on trial for the murder of his own uncle and ending up hanging himself in his jail cell before the trial ended. We’ve talked about this before and I’ve suggested a variety of ways of dealing with how this is affecting him. Apparently, it’s still bothering him and he decided that it couldn’t wait until this afternoon to discuss – he needed to discuss it right then.<\/div>\n
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Now, if you were to approach someone that knows me and ask – “is it a good idea to try and engage Anthony in a deep conversation at midnight – on a freaking school night after he’s already been asleep for 3 hours?!” Their answer should be “no”<\/div>\n
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And my room-mate knows this – but we still had a discussion for an hour. <\/div>\n
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Finally, exhausted from covering the same ground and from generally still being tired, I tell him that I’ve got nothing left. No insights or deeper truths. <\/div>\n
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And then he’s cranky and dismissive at me! Because I wasn’t willing to help. (grrrrrr)<\/div>\n
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Strangely enough, I’m wide awake. So, I go downstairs, check my email and do a little work – then use the bath room and do a little reading. I also find out what I’m pretty sure prompted the discussion and you can bet I’ll be bringing that shit up with him. It’s now almost 2 am when I head back upstairs. I can hear him snoring and I resist the urge to wake him up and make him do algebra problems.<\/div>\n
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It takes me a while to fall asleep and when I do, I have a horrific nightmare. Think “The Shining” + “The Grudge” + “The Ring” + “Poltergeist”…. staring Dakota Fanning.<\/div>\n
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So, this morning – surprisingly enough – I’m seriously cranky. Woe be it to anyone that pesters me today. The vampire stake is at hand and I’ve got a list of cleverly written insults that I’m itching to try out. I promise to try and not be mean to people today – but I make no guarantees. <\/div>\n
For the record – the only time it’s appropriate to ever wake me up in the middle of the night is if something or someone is currently on fire. And only if I’m in a position to do something about it. <\/div>\n
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Otherwise, please, just let me sleep. <\/div>\n
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Wish the people that I work with today good luck – they’ll need it to deal with me.<\/div>\n
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later…<\/div>\n
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