{"id":3282,"date":"2025-10-10T20:08:17","date_gmt":"2025-10-11T00:08:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thunderofwade.com\/blog\/?p=3282"},"modified":"2025-10-10T20:08:18","modified_gmt":"2025-10-11T00:08:18","slug":"cherished-sunbeams","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thunderofwade.com\/blog\/2025\/10\/10\/cherished-sunbeams\/","title":{"rendered":"cherished sunbeams"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>It was a few days ago &#8211; Jim had leftovers so I was on my own for dinner.\u00a0 I decided on a trip to the &#8220;slightly further away but also much nicer&#8221; Taco Bell and headed out.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I ordered my food and considered eating it there &#8211; I had brought a book with me &#8211; but decided that eating in that soul-less restaurant was less healthy for me than the food.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>(2 chicken enchilada burritos, nacho fries, and a medium pepsi)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I got my food and figured it was just warm enough to eat in the park.&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Once at the park, I began to regret my decision.\u00a0 It was, as I found, not <em>quite<\/em> warm enough.\u00a0 I found a picnic bench in the deserted park as far from shade as I could get and positioned myself in full view of the soon-to-be setting sun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I ate my burritos quickly as I read my book &#8211; playing that careful game with the wind and the napkins to prevent everything from blowing away.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>When I was done, I packed up my trash and headed to the trashcan and then back towards my car.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>As I walked down the sidewalk I realized that the wall next to me was warm.&nbsp; The bricks had soaked up all the heat from the sun and felt like a slowly cooling oven.&nbsp; I pressed my hand to the bricks and smiled &#8211; then leaned into the wall and pressed my cold head against the bricks.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It felt like a warm and kind hug and I could have stayed there until the sun set. \u00a0 Instead, I pulled myself away and went home.  It was just a moment&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Earlier today, I took the dogs outside at lunch time and stopped in the shadow of a tree.\u00a0 I considered going back inside to get a coat &#8211; it was that cold &#8211; but then I took another step into the sunlight.\u00a0 And for a moment, it was like summer again.\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Then a breeze came and cloud obscured the sunbeam.\u00a0 And soon it was time to go back inside.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tonight, Jim was driving as we ran errands and went to dinner. 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