{"id":3194,"date":"2025-03-21T20:06:11","date_gmt":"2025-03-22T00:06:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/thunderofwade.com\/blog\/?p=3194"},"modified":"2025-03-21T20:06:11","modified_gmt":"2025-03-22T00:06:11","slug":"not-far-enough","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thunderofwade.com\/blog\/2025\/03\/21\/not-far-enough\/","title":{"rendered":"not far enough"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Ever since my college days, I\u2019ve taken night-time solo walks to clear my head.&nbsp; The fresh air, the quiet, and the solitude seem to help.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I can chalk up my white-male-privilage to never being afraid on my walks and never being questioned.&nbsp; Whether it was around campus or around my neighborhood, I could walk until I was tired or had sorted out whatever was bothering me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The neighborhood where we live now is a maze of quiet streets.\u00a0 No sidewalks and few lights, but safe enough from the cars, I guess.\u00a0 If I want a purposeful walk, I can travel about a mile away and reach the post office or the local Target.\u00a0  I&#8217;ll sometimes compose my daily haiku on these walks. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And while I don\u2019t mind the heat or the cold &#8211; or even the snow &#8211; it\u2019s miserable to walk any distance in the rain.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The past few\u2026well, pick a unit of time\u2026 have been difficult.&nbsp; Work has been stressing me out and I can\u2019t seem to let it go.&nbsp; There\u2019s so much uncertainty with\u2026well, pick a unit of size\u2026and I\u2019m just worn out by the effort of not dwelling on things.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So, I\u2019ve needed my night-time walks, but the last few times I\u2019ve tried it has started to rain not long after I had set out.&nbsp; Instead of a peaceful trip, I\u2019m trying to dodge puddles in the dark and constantly adjusting the hood of my jacket so I can see and still keep the rain off of my head. It stops being useful quickly and I just give up and go home.&nbsp; &nbsp; And then I\u2019m still miserable and tense that I\u2019ve been \u201cthwarted\u201d by the weather.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wonder how far I would have to walk to really feel better?&nbsp; To let everything go and just feel a little peace?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pretty damn far, I\u2019d guess.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ever since my college days, I\u2019ve taken night-time solo walks to clear my head.&nbsp; The fresh air, the quiet, and the solitude seem to help. I can chalk up my white-male-privilage to never being afraid on my walks and never being questioned.&nbsp; Whether it was around campus or around my neighborhood, I could walk until [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_exactmetrics_skip_tracking":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_active":false,"_exactmetrics_sitenote_note":"","_exactmetrics_sitenote_category":0,"_bluesky_dont_syndicate":"","_bluesky_syndication_accounts":"","_bluesky_syndication_text":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3194","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"amp_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thunderofwade.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3194","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thunderofwade.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thunderofwade.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thunderofwade.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thunderofwade.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3194"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thunderofwade.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3194\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3195,"href":"https:\/\/thunderofwade.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3194\/revisions\/3195"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thunderofwade.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3194"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thunderofwade.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3194"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thunderofwade.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3194"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}